I try to be strong but sometimes my girl-needs get the better of me, wanting to be with you all the time. I know you're stressed and you have work to do, but I just wish you could see how much I want to be there to help you, even when you don't ask for it. You put all this stress over you and I know you can't help it, but if only you would just take a step back and see how much I, and other people, are willing to help you. It pains me to see you in distress. If only you can realize how much I want to be there for you all the time, even when you don't want me to and you think it's better for me to just be on my own, I'd rather be doing whatever I can to relieve some of your stress.
I dislike how I can never put my thoughts into words, especially through my mouth. Instead walking away, feeling sad and blogging about it is so much easier.
